Post by Kisa Saionji Emaleth on Sept 26, 2008 12:05:51 GMT -5
Waiting
Blood red eyes bandaged shut
As arms reach out searching for your touch
I find you as finger tips graze your flesh
Desperately seeking comfort and warmth
But as soon as flesh meets with flesh
You pull away as if angered by me
I wonder to myself what I had done
Why when I find the flesh of a loved one
I get nothing in return but rejection
Pain in the heart spreads to the rest of the body like a disease
Eyes letting the blood stained tears flow
As I'm left in the cold darkness of my mind again
Waiting
Waiting for someone's warmth and love
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The Souless Doll
This once vibrant girl is now a soulless doll
Eyes once full of life and sparkle
Are now dull and stare off into nothing
No one ever noticed her inner torment
That inside she was empty
But the feeling of loneliness and envy
Envy of those who are happy
Envy of those who are loved
Hating people that had a good life
And yet took it for granted
It is said that what you hate in others
Is what you hate in yourself
In the end that deadly sin would result in her demise
She became a helpless child that could no longer smile
She tried to reach out to those she loved
But every time was shot down
So she stopped trying
Let others run her life for her
She gave up her own happiness to make others happy
And became the soulless doll
That is too far gone to be saved
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The Torn Letter
You say you love me
But I'm not sure if you mean it
You have caused me too much pain
That I can't forgive you
I don't need you anymore
I will make it on my own
Because all the promises you made me
Have been broken
You always say you're sorry
But I can tell you don't mean it
You say you understand
But I don't see how you can
How anyone can for that matter
Because there is only one me
You don't think like me or act like me
You haven't gone through what I have
So tell me
How can you understand?
Why do you keep making promises you can't keep?
Why do you think a simple “sorry” will make things better?
And why must you keep hurting me?
You can't answer these questions can you?
You can only give me an “I don't know”
I'm leaving tonight
To start a better life
To pick up the pieces
And mend myself back to life
Blood red eyes bandaged shut
As arms reach out searching for your touch
I find you as finger tips graze your flesh
Desperately seeking comfort and warmth
But as soon as flesh meets with flesh
You pull away as if angered by me
I wonder to myself what I had done
Why when I find the flesh of a loved one
I get nothing in return but rejection
Pain in the heart spreads to the rest of the body like a disease
Eyes letting the blood stained tears flow
As I'm left in the cold darkness of my mind again
Waiting
Waiting for someone's warmth and love
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
The Souless Doll
This once vibrant girl is now a soulless doll
Eyes once full of life and sparkle
Are now dull and stare off into nothing
No one ever noticed her inner torment
That inside she was empty
But the feeling of loneliness and envy
Envy of those who are happy
Envy of those who are loved
Hating people that had a good life
And yet took it for granted
It is said that what you hate in others
Is what you hate in yourself
In the end that deadly sin would result in her demise
She became a helpless child that could no longer smile
She tried to reach out to those she loved
But every time was shot down
So she stopped trying
Let others run her life for her
She gave up her own happiness to make others happy
And became the soulless doll
That is too far gone to be saved
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
The Torn Letter
You say you love me
But I'm not sure if you mean it
You have caused me too much pain
That I can't forgive you
I don't need you anymore
I will make it on my own
Because all the promises you made me
Have been broken
You always say you're sorry
But I can tell you don't mean it
You say you understand
But I don't see how you can
How anyone can for that matter
Because there is only one me
You don't think like me or act like me
You haven't gone through what I have
So tell me
How can you understand?
Why do you keep making promises you can't keep?
Why do you think a simple “sorry” will make things better?
And why must you keep hurting me?
You can't answer these questions can you?
You can only give me an “I don't know”
I'm leaving tonight
To start a better life
To pick up the pieces
And mend myself back to life