Post by Kisa Saionji Emaleth on Dec 15, 2008 23:02:10 GMT -5
Kisa finds herself lost in his eyes again. She can almost feel her dead heart begin to beat quickly again from anxiety. She finds herself not getting enough of Alex's touch. She is disappointed when he pulls his hand away from her.
Yes I'm sure.
A sudden urge to kiss him comes over her and her eyes move to his lips. She can't figure out where that sudden urge came from. She looks down at the ground to try and take back control over her feelings. She can feel her cheeks blushing from embarrassment to her thoughts. She doesn't know how to respond to his question, too embarrassed to reveal her urge to kiss him.
I'm too embarrassed to say.
Of course I feel this way, he is the first guy to ever pay any attention to me besides father. She thinks to herself. She tries to brush it off as if it is nothing, but she finds that it isn't that easy. She has a hard time looking at Alex because she finds her eyes wondering to his lips and finds herself wondering how they must feel against her skin and her own lips.
Post by Alexander Hale on Dec 17, 2008 12:45:08 GMT -5
OOC: Cant believe you missed the fact that Alexander was touching Kisa's cheek. Sorry so short. Was stuck on what to write.
IC: His gaze continued wandering over hers. Alexander was not sure if he heard her heartbeat or hesitant breaths. Smiling he watched her eyes as they wandered over to his lips. He could not help but wonder what she was thinking about. Did she like his lips?
Kisa's features were flawless and her marble skin made her seem more like a goddess than a normal person. "Why too emberassed?" he asked as he watched her. The flush on her cheeks appeared soon after which caused the smile on Alexander's face.
Post by Kisa Saionji Emaleth on Dec 20, 2008 23:46:46 GMT -5
OOC: I did notice and Kisa was very happy, but she is disappointed that Alex pulled away his hand away from her cheek. Sorry, I should have made that more clear.
IC: Kisa looks down at the ground as her cheeks begin to turn red from embarrassment. She looks up at Alex, trying to decide whether she should tell him or not that she has been feeling the impulse to kiss him. She begins to worry how that will work with her fangs. It should be fine as long as they don't elongate. Eventually she comes to a conclusion and decides to take a chance with Alex, something she has never done in her pas.
When I look at you, especially your eyes and lips, I get the urge to...kiss you.
She stares at the ground in disbelief that she actually blurted it out. Her cheeks become a deeper shade of red and her tears begin to tear up from being so embarrassed. She worries about how Alex with react to her statement and that he will reject her, but it is a risk she is willing to take, for the most part.
Post by Alexander Hale on Dec 21, 2008 10:48:34 GMT -5
OOC:Its fine, been having writer's block lately and am rarely active in the thread department.
IC: Alexander's curiousity continued to grow as the blush on her cheeks grew darker. Just what about him made her blush so much. Yes, he had girls blush around him, but never with such innocence like she did. Everthing about her called out for his attention. Her hair, skin, lips, eyes, and voice. Her expression seemed even more mysterious to him as she hesitated in answering her question. It made him simply smile. Her reply was not something he had expected, but it was not bad. It simply informed him even more about her.
"Its your first time right?" he asked as he smirked. He knew the answer already, but he wanted to know how long of a pause she would take before answering. Alexander became aware of her state of emberassement. He felt a bit responsible for it and for the tears forming in her light eyes. His hand reached up for her cheek his fingertips touching her cold skin as his thumb makes its way to her eyes. Slowly he brushed away the tears and smiled.
Post by Kisa Saionji Emaleth on Dec 21, 2008 23:04:52 GMT -5
Kisa looks down at the ground, embarrassed that it is her first experience with someone of the opposite gender. Her right leg begins to shake from anxiety. She looks back up at Alex with tears still threatening to fall.
Yes, this is my first experience with someone of the opposite gender. This is all very new to me.
She is taken aback when Alex wipes away her tears. Her eyes grow wide and she gapes at him in surprise. It is an act of kindness she never would have expected. She then smiles at Alex, happy for his kindness and company for the night.
Post by Alexander Hale on Dec 26, 2008 2:18:05 GMT -5
Alexander looked at Kisa as she looked down at the ground. The embarrassed look filling her face. Everything in her body language said "shy" to him. Those character's managed to intrigue him more. His hands fell on her shoulder's as he watched her legs shake. Her eyes big and sad like stared up at him and he watched her lips part as the words slipped out of them. "In that case I want this to be right. I want this to be different from normal kisses" he said as he leaned forward and kissed the top of her head.
He would fill her with that small satisfaction but no more and no less. She was not going to be like all the other girls. His gestures and actions seemed to surprise her. Was he resembling some type of guy that would no comfort a woman. Indeed it was rare, but not impossible. He hoped that she would be satisfied with that for now. He was still a stranger and Kisa need to know more about Alexander before she received any type of affection.
Post by Kisa Saionji Emaleth on Dec 27, 2008 1:40:18 GMT -5
Kisa looks from one hand to the other after Alex places his hands on her shoulders, not sure what to expect. She doesn't know what he means by "different from a normal kiss", but she soon finds out. Her eyes grow wide in surprise as he kisses the top of her head. It is unlike anything she expected, his soft lips upon her cold head leaving a wet mark.
She is glad that she got a kiss instead of nothing, but can't help to be a bit disappointed. She knows that they are moving too quickly, but she can't help herself. She understands why Alex only kissed the top of her head, they should get to know each other first before it goes any further. She decides to get to know him better before expecting anything more from him.
Post by Alexander Hale on Dec 27, 2008 9:34:51 GMT -5
Alexander could tell that she was not expecting the small affection he gave her, but in the end it was better than him denying her any token of the affection she wanted. His hands continued to remain on her shoulder's even after he pulled away from her. The space between them was not enough to keep the scent of her hair from making it to his nose. It was a soft perfume like smell something he had smelled before, but rare.
"What would you like to know?" he asked. There was so much Alexander could tell her there was only the simple matter of asking the right questions. He could go on and on about himself, but in the end say nothing. Knowing what she wanted to know would be best. It would limit his rambling.
Post by Kisa Saionji Emaleth on Dec 30, 2008 12:27:14 GMT -5
Kisa begins to ponder on what questions she wants to ask Alex. She can ask him any question she wants, but doesn't want to ask anything too personal. She is sure that if he doesn't want to answer a question, he will let her know. She wants to know anything and everything about him. She doesn't know what it is but something attracts her to him more than any other person ever has. The feeling is new to her.
I want to know everything. Your childhood, history, interests, favorite color. Everything and anything you are willing to talk about. I want to get to know you better.
Post by Alexander Hale on Dec 30, 2008 18:03:50 GMT -5
Alexander smiled as she thought about what to ask. He wanted to make sure that she asked what she wanted. He was willing to answer her question's after all. He had all night. Waiting patiently he looked at the direction they were once walking toward. Taking her hand once more he began to walk again.
Hearing her speak he smiled. Once again not a specific question."Well how about we start with childhood then" he said as he pondered on how to word everything. His steps were slow, but he wanted to make sure they had a long enough walk for him to say everything. "I was an only child. Hardly let out in the day and always had someone attending my every needs" he said with a smile. His reply made him seem spoil, but he never asked for much.
Post by Kisa Saionji Emaleth on Jan 4, 2009 18:25:53 GMT -5
Kisa can't help but feel bad for Alex. She had a lot of freedom as a child that she doesn't know what it's like to have someone do everything for her. Although she does depend on her father for a lot of things, she still has her independance. She can't imagine what it's like to be lock up in the house all day.
I was raised as an only child. Only recently did I find out I have a twin brother.
Her thoughts move to her brother Koray who had recently tried to kill her. That is something she isn't comfortable trying to explain to Alex. He doesn't even know that she is a vampire.
Post by Alexander Hale on Jan 4, 2009 18:45:12 GMT -5
Alexander continued to walk side by side with Kisa. His thoughts on his childhood and much of his life. Up to the point where he left his parents. There was so much he wish he could have done as a child, but did not. So many memories and none like those of a normal child. "Twin? and have you talked to you past parents about him?" he asked in a curious tone. He was attentive of her comment.
A light chuckle making its wait past his lips as he looked at her. God, did he recall his teenage days. He looked at Kisa curious if he should really tell her. "I was pretty rebelious, but my parents never grew mad. They acted like... they always did really. Nice and stuff" he said his swedish tone escaping with his words once again.
Post by Kisa Saionji Emaleth on Jan 4, 2009 18:55:49 GMT -5
No, I haven't talked with my parents in months. I don't think my mom ever knew about my twin, but I'm not too sure about my dad. Your probably confused now, I ran away from home and the person I know call father is the man who took me in when I arrived at the city.
Kisa doesn't know how to explain it any better than that without giving too much away about vampires. She isn't sure how Alex would react if he knew that she isn't human. Her biological father seems like the kind of man who would keep something like a twin from the family. Although it makes no sense why he would choose a daughter over a son when he has always said how he wanted a son instead of a daughter.
At least you have nice parents.
Kisa can't help to feel envious of Alex. It sounds like he had nice and understanding parents, something she had always wanted from her biological father.
Post by Alexander Hale on Jan 6, 2009 4:23:23 GMT -5
Alexander nodded "I understand Im sorry for misunderstanding" he replied. Trully he never had the issues Kisa had in life. He possibly had it way to easy compared to her. He felt a slight discomfort coming from her over the conversation. So he did not push it further. He continued walking his thumb moving over her skin. Alexander was slightly unaware of his actions, but he could not help it.
He nodded but sighed "They are just to nice to a stranger" he said as he turned to look at her. Alexander believed that, he was in fact a stranger to them. He was not their child, nothing related to them by blood. Yet they still remain loyal and carring to him. He could not understand such dedication. Such love. Why would anyone take him. He was a forgotten child in a way.
Post by Kisa Saionji Emaleth on Jan 11, 2009 17:33:56 GMT -5
No, It's ok, you didn't know.
Kisa doesn't mean to make Alex feel bad or uncomfortable in the slightest, and feels bad for it. She worries that maybe she had ruined the night and their friendship, but she is looking too far into it all. She has a tendancy of overreacting, even to the smallest things. It brings her comfort that he is still here with her, holding her hand.
Kisa can't tell if he thinks of himself as a stranger to his parents or anyone in general. If he is talking about himself, it brings her sadness. But then again, she feels like a stranger to her biological parents.
That's so sad, I'm sure they don't think of you as a stranger. Blood doesn't always mean family, I'm sure they think and care of you like you were their real son.
Post by Alexander Hale on Jan 14, 2009 14:40:24 GMT -5
He still felt bad for misunderstanding. Nodding lightly he looked toward the ground. "You seem very pleased with your current father" he said as he turned to look at her for a brief moment before returning his gaze toward the ground. He felt pleased to have nice parents, but he did not see why he so adored even when he is an outsider to their blood.
He smiled and nodded. Kisa's comment was more than an assumption. It was a fact. "Yes they do, but I always seem to mess up" he replied as he ran his fingers through his hair. "I love them, but I still feel odd' he commented as they continued walking.
Post by Kisa Saionji Emaleth on Jan 18, 2009 18:33:31 GMT -5
Kisa smiles as she thinks of her new father. He has done so much good for her and she can tell he is giving it his all and doing the best he can to approve her life for the better. It is so unlike her biological father that it surprises her sometimes when her father does things for her, such as buying her anything she wants and spending time with her.
She had always felt that she was a failure of a daughter to her biological father by the way he treated her. From all the tv shows and movies she has watched, she feels that all teenagers and children feel like a failure to their parents at some point in their life. It is no different for her or Alex.
I think everyone feels that way towards their parents at some point in their life.
Kisa stops walking momentarily and bends down to the snow on the ground. She scoops up some snow into her already cold hands and pats it into a small ball. She stands back up and looks at Alex with an evil grin on her face before throwing the snowball at his chest. She takes a few steps back, not sure as to how he is going to react.
Post by Alexander Hale on Feb 6, 2009 1:02:44 GMT -5
Alexander nodded as they continued to walk. "Well than I am happy for you" he stated as he smiled at her. Usually Alexander would skip the small talk with the ladies and jump straight to the action. Only, because they wanted it that way and he loved how they whispered sweet nothings into his ear only to get him into bed. Surely, if he liked them and found them clean he would follow them into bed or lead them on.
He never did relationships and he never thought about it. Not till now. Now, that he is seemingly getting nervous about all the information that managed to slip out of his mouth in front this female stranger. His mind had managed to slip from parents and life in Sweden to his one night stands. Clearly something strange was coursing through him. "I cant say I was always human to begin with. I have gifts that they dont even know about" he said as he walked.
Post by Kisa Saionji Emaleth on Mar 4, 2009 23:21:56 GMT -5
OOC: Sad, you missed Kisa throw a snowball at Alex. Oh well.
IC: Kisa's grin fades as Alex doesn't react to her throwing a snowball at him. She had expected some kind of reaction, but not this. She didn't think he would ignore it. She looks down at the ground and distances herself a little, hurt a little bit.
Thank you, so am I.
Kisa becomes confused as to what he means that he has powers and has never been completely human. Maybe she was wrong about him, maybe he really isn't human as she had thought before. But he smelt so...human. Maybe a part of him is something more than human.
What do you mean?
malphas: Did Ravenblack die out?
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switch: I don't think it died out entirely, but there is a Discord server etc. nowadays. There's so many people I miss..
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