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Post by Kat-Wraith born on Sept 28, 2007 10:02:35 GMT -5
I hate myself more day after day..
I can't seem to do anything right..
No wonder everyone hates me...
I cry over Rp's
I mess up everything..
I let everything effect me...
I want to doe over an Rp...
how sick is that?
What is wrong with me?
I don't know what to do anymore.... 'm so tired of life..
Of bein sick. of scrwing up..
Of trying but never mesuring up....
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Post by Gittelbug on Sept 29, 2007 23:11:41 GMT -5
i'm sorry you feel this way. If you want some tips feel free to PM me. Is this meant to be a rant? Otherwise maybe you should post it in the creative section as a poem?
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Post by lenaclarise on Sept 30, 2007 4:23:14 GMT -5
I hardly think you are a screw-up, but, perhaps, as a suggestion, it would help to let go of the seriousness of roleplay, for example, you say you cry over rp-threads, that's just not right hun.
Truthfully, I think you're a talented writer, perhaps all you need is a clear storyline, like when actually writing a story: know where it's going. I have that too, with all of my characters, and I think that maybe that's just what's missing. I don't know what you feel you messed up hun, and I won't pretend to.
I do know that people can be horrid beings at times, but that doesn't mean they're right. You are what you want to be, what you strive to be, and personally, I don't hate you, so ha! That's one person already that doesn't.
I know the feeling of gloom and doom very well, but it's important to always know there is at least *one* person out there that feels different, that believes in you and thinks no ill of you.
I hope this little bit right here helps, if not, I'll be happy to talk to you some more, either through PM, email, or YIM.
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Post by Wings on Oct 4, 2007 18:45:50 GMT -5
Will you stop, this, Kev?
Love you, and I know times are rough, but stop beating yourself up, sweet silly *holds her tight*
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