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Post by battosai on Jul 21, 2007 17:01:42 GMT -5
Well he kinda didn't know where Jameson was once more and now he had it with the stuff that Jameson does to himself and to Batto. Kacey was packing her stuff they were once again moving out of Jameson apartment and hated that he was making his six year old human daughter move this much but it was only because Batto was making stupied mistakes but this time he was going to work them out and provide Kacey a better future.
I'm pack daddy........daddy why are we moving so much?
Batto looked at the human girl with sad dark eyes he knelt down and wrapped his arms around her." Were moving because I'm making dumb mistakes but were going to have a better life I promise." He ran his hands through her blonde hair she smiled and skipped away to the truck.
He heard a whin and saw Tiny he gazed sadly at his dog and rubbed his head." Sorry Tiny but I gave you to Jameson and you belong to him I can't take you with me I'll see ya around when ever I can buddy." With that said he petted his head once more and called a friend to watch over Tiny till Jameson returned back home.
He took out a piece of papar and wrote down while crying blood tears.
Dear Jameson,
I'm am sorry my love but I can't live or stay with you no more I truly do love you but....the things that you do to yourself is to much you need to think about whats best for Kacey and yourself just thinking of your sickness and what you do makes me sad inside and my brother had convinced me to move on I hoped that you will be happy and if you would please met me in the lounge tonight to talk about this and Kaceys future she is living with me no if ands or buts I am not going to hear it just come down to the lounge and you can kill yourself later.
Your ex lover, Battosai.
He laid the note down on the counter it had droplets of bloody tears on the white paper he looked around the place and sigh before closing the door and got into his truck.
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Post by jamiexheart on Jul 26, 2007 18:03:10 GMT -5
Jamie slowly turned the door knob of his tiny apartment. The lights were off and the place seemed lonely and deserted. "Batto and Kacey must've went out for a while." He said to himself. He walked inside and dropped his bags on the floor. Tiny walked over to him and whined. Jamie knew something was wrong right then and there, Batto takes Tiny everywhere no matter what.
He slowly made his way to the kitchen and seen a note laid on the counter. Jamies eyes slowly searched the page, reading every word carefully. Tears flowed from his eyes and he broke down onto his knees with his head in his hands. He began screaming with anger towards himself and tugged at his hair. He got to his feet and kicked at the cupboards, breaking them in and watching the shards of wood fall to the ground.
He looked up and say something glinting in front of him: a knife. Jamie took it to his wrist and carved a deep wound and watched as the thick crimson blood drained from his arm. He walked to his room and grabbed a black wrist band, shoving it on over the gash. He walked out of his apartment with tiny on a leash and made his way the the lounge. He stopped his crying and calmed himself.
Jamie walked into the lounge and took a seat, waiting for his ex lover to come. The waitress asked if he'd like anything and Jamie just shook his head. Everything began slowing down for him, nothing was the same, it was as if his whole world was falling. It's all my fault. All my God damn fault! He thought. I shouldn't have even come here, I should've just let my brothers kill me when they had the chance. Jamie began to stroke tinys silky fur and it calmed him down a little bit.
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Post by battosai on Jul 26, 2007 18:34:06 GMT -5
He saw Jameson come in and found the scent of blood he sigh and knew that Jameson had been cutting himself. He stood and had his drink with him he walked over to the table where he was sitting at.
"Jameson." Batto whispered and sat down across from him, he sat quitely and waited for Jameson to say something.
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Post by jamiexheart on Jul 26, 2007 18:38:25 GMT -5
Jamie looked up at Batto and had to look away. His heart broke when he seen him. "Hello Battosai." Jamie tried to sound strong but his voice cracked with pain. "How are you?" He took a deep breath and layed his wounded arm in his lap, cradeling it in his shirt.
He looked out the window at the darkness and watched people passing by. He watched a couple holding hands and felt the tears well up in his eyes and overflow onto the floor. He was sure if he didn't control his crying the whole lounge would be drowning in his tears.
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Post by battosai on Jul 26, 2007 18:56:03 GMT -5
He looked at the arm he laid in his lap and sigh." Jameson........please will you stop doing this to yourself." He whispered softly this was hurting him as much at it was Jameson." I mean we can still be friends and you can see Kacey whenever you want." He added.
"Please don't cry........be strong know not for me but at least for Kacey." He said, he hoped that Jameson would understand.
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Post by jamiexheart on Jul 26, 2007 19:02:01 GMT -5
Jamie hung his head ashamed. "Batto you know I have a problem... I'm sick, twisted, demented... I know I am..." He whispered shaking his head. "Kacey wouldn't want to see me anyways... She probably hates me now anyway. I've hurt you two too much and I deserve to suffer harshly for it." He began to think of things that may cause extreme pain but let him live.
"It's hard not to cry you know..." He looked up at batto directly in the eyes. Jamies eyes were hollow, lonely, dark and scary. Lifeless just like a dolls. "I don't know what to do anymore." He half smiled but was in pain and couldn't explain it.
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Post by battosai on Jul 26, 2007 19:14:14 GMT -5
He shook his head." Kacey still loves you....she was....kinda crying on the way out cause she didn't want to leave you." He said." Yes you have hurt me I meanthinking of all those things you do to yourself its just makes me hurt inside." He added and placed a hand over his heart.
"Please don't toture yourself or anything like that okay you shouldn't cause pain to yourself." He said, Batto would probaly have to come over every day to make sure that jameson wouldn't try anything.
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Post by jamiexheart on Jul 26, 2007 19:18:31 GMT -5
"You shouldn't hurt inside... I'm not worth the pain okay?" Jamie sighed."Honestly I don't know what I'm going to do with myself. It was fun while it lasted though, the happiness I mean. But I must be off, I promised Tiny here that we'd go home and watch movies and eat ice cream all night. See you around Battosai." Jamie stood and nodded before he and tiny walked out the door and into the darkness.
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Post by battosai on Jul 26, 2007 19:27:13 GMT -5
He stood and followed Jameson." I'm making sure that you don't try anything so I'm spending the night with you, Kacey has a baby sitter at home so shes fine." He said and had a serious look on his face.
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Post by jamiexheart on Jul 26, 2007 19:37:30 GMT -5
Jamie looked at him and frowned. "Batto..." He stopped for a moment, he didn't want to argue. "Alright. But just so you know, Tiny is very good at keeping me calm and harmless. He walked over the smooth concrete and took a deep breath of fresh air. He retrieved a pack of cigerettes from his pocket and a lighter, he lit one and took a long drag on it. He blew the smoke out into rings and smiled, smoking calmed him down so much. "So, how are things?"
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Post by battosai on Jul 26, 2007 20:00:29 GMT -5
"I know but I still want to make sure that you are safe." He said and smiled as he walked beside him." Things are...fine I guess." He replied with a smile on his face.
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Post by jamiexheart on Jul 26, 2007 20:06:13 GMT -5
Jamie nodded. "You guess?" He raised an eyebrow curiously. "Anything going on that I should know about?" Jamie took his last draw from his 'cancer stick' and snuffed it out with his shoe. He looked down at his ring and slid it off his finger. "Guess you'll be needing this back..." He whispered handing it to Battosai.
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Post by battosai on Jul 26, 2007 20:28:45 GMT -5
"Oh no things are fine." He said and smiled at him he looked down at the rings and took it he emptied out his pockets and gave Jameson all the rings and necklaces that he gave to him.
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Post by jamiexheart on Jul 27, 2007 11:02:53 GMT -5
Jamie pushed the jewlery away. "That's yours. I bought it for you, and only you." He said and smiled. They finally reached the cabin and Jamie unlocked it. He walked in and looked at the mess of the cupboards. There was wood and blood all over the floor. He jumped onto the couch and Tiny sat next to him.
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Post by battosai on Jul 27, 2007 11:30:46 GMT -5
"Exactly you brought it for me its really yours." He said and sigh before putting the jewlery back into his pocket he saw the blood and wood around and wondered aboutt he woods." What happen to your cabinets?" He asked and walked over to the mess and snuck the rings zand necklaces onto the counter.
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Post by jamiexheart on Jul 27, 2007 12:24:59 GMT -5
"I... uh... Hey. What happened to my cupboards?" Jamie said shifting his eyes to the television. He'd never been good at lieing so he knew he better start telling the truth. "I just got a little... upset. That's all." He turned on the television and began watching the movie that was on. It was some romantic movie and he sighed. "Well, where do you want to sleep? You can have my bed if you want. I'll sleep on the couch."
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Post by battosai on Jul 27, 2007 12:37:00 GMT -5
He rolled his eyes." Your a bad lier you know that." He said and smiled." No I can sleep on the couch its your home." He said and sat down on the couch he saw the romantic movie and kinda felt bad.
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Post by jamiexheart on Jul 27, 2007 12:45:17 GMT -5
" Truly, you're the guest and I'm going to make you sleep on my bed." He half laughed then seen as the couple on the television held hands and kissed. "I'll be right back." Jamie sighed walking to the bathroom. He sat on the edge of the bathroom and began to cry. "God, why do you do this to me? Can you just tell me why?" His cheeks were covered in eye liner and eye make up when he walked out of the bathroom and sat down again.
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Post by battosai on Jul 27, 2007 14:02:02 GMT -5
"But I.......okay." He whispered and sigh he didn't want to take Jameson bed but only nodded. He watched him get up and go to the bathroom his eyes widen when he came back with his cheekc painted in his make up." Jameson...." He whispered and walked over and wiped te make up of.
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Post by jamiexheart on Jul 28, 2007 7:48:05 GMT -5
"Sorry..." He whispered. His voice was corse and he hung his head embarressed. He began to shake his head. "Why do I have to be such an idiot." His voice was barely a whisper. Tiny came over to Jamie and layed beside him with his head in Jamies lap. Jamie stroked his soft fur and smiled.
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Post by battosai on Jul 28, 2007 8:09:32 GMT -5
"Its okay and no.....your not a idiot." He said and smiled softly, he wiped the rest of the make up of from his cheek and have him a hug. He rubbed Tiny's head as well." Are you going to be okay?" He asked.
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Post by jamiexheart on Jul 28, 2007 9:31:26 GMT -5
Jamie hugged Batto back and took in, what seemed to be, the last thing he'd ever feel that was real. "I'll be fine. Just peachy." He said and gave a weak smile. He sighed then began to feel dizzy. The room was spinning and the next thing, he was lying on the floor. "How'd I get down here?" He asked confused and still dizzy.
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Post by battosai on Jul 28, 2007 9:37:46 GMT -5
"Jameson!" He said kinda shocked and was trying to help him of the floor and placed him on the couch." I don't know......is your head hurting?" He asked and went to get a cold wet wash cloth.
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Post by jamiexheart on Jul 28, 2007 9:42:40 GMT -5
"No, but the room is spinning... I feel kind of dizzy." Jamie said letting the two "z"'s In dizzy drag on for a while. He laid out on the couch and closed his eyes and soon enough sleep over came him. He could feel Tiny laying on top of him. His breathing was even and his chest moved up and down with every breath but something was different. Jamies mind was else where. He wasn't dreaming yet he was asleep. It all felt so real it was scary for Jamie.
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Post by battosai on Jul 28, 2007 9:56:38 GMT -5
He laid the cold wet wash cloth onto his head and touched Jameson cheek he wasnt running a fever or anything." Maybe we should take you to a doctor or maybe Hiko can help." He said, he didn't want Jameson to be sick.
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