We need to talk(Jameson)

[jamiexheart]

"I'll be fine, Battosai, just don't worry about it." Jamie said half asleep. He figured he knew why he was dizzy but didn't want to admit it. He hadn't eaten in days and when people told him to he'd pretened to and give the food to tiny. Tiny was now gaining a bit of a belly from the food Jamie was feeding him.

[battosai]

"But I still don't want you to die or get sick."He asked and thought of something, he took out a dagger and cut his wrist he held his bledding wrist to Jameson's lips and kinda had to force the blood down his throat." That might help." He said.

[jamiexheart]

Jamie felt Batto's bloody wrist against his mouth and spat the blood out. "No." He said sternly turning his head away. "I don't want it." Jamie could taste the warm, metallic liquid in his mouth and it tasted like heaven. "I can't do that." He whispered.

[battosai]

"Jameson it will help you!" He said back and frowned, he sigh." Yes you can." He whispered and licked up the blood he had enough on his tongue and sigh at what he was going to do and gripped Jameson chin, turning his head towards him and he forcefully put his tongue into his mouth, he knew that the blood was running down his throat.

[jamiexheart]

Jamie had no idea what Battosai was doing but it felt amazing. He relaxed himself and let the blood trickle down his throat. It tasted sweet and metallic. Jamie couldn't help himself but he kissed Battosai but then pulled away ashamed. "Sorry.." He whispered.

[battosai]

His eyes widen some when Jameson kissed him back and blinked when he let go." Its okay." He whispered." I...hope that the blood makes you feel better." He said and stood, he went to the kitchen to clean his wrist.

[jamiexheart]

Jamie muttered something not even he understood. "Yeah... I don't feel as dizzy anymore." He said. I'm Just a little heart broken and wanting to kiss you again. He thought. He sighed and turned the television off. He sat up just stairing at the blank t.v. with an emotionless face.

[battosai]

he came back, his wrist had a cut but it wasnt bleeding no more he smiled and sat down in a chair. He watched Jameson and sigh he knew that he was heart broken but......what Jameson did to himself..........and sigh again.

[jamiexheart]

Jamie looked up at Battosai then down at the cut on his wrist. He moved towards him, took of his wrist band and placed it on his wrist. "It helps." He whispered. The many cuts on Jamies arm looked like something out of a horror movie. From his wrist to his elbow on his left arm was scars. "So. Could I tell you something?"

[battosai]

He looked over the scar from past cuts and frowned but he only nodded and moved closer to Jameson." What is it?" He asked softly and reached out he took Jameson wrist and started to heal all the old scars, the disppeared now his arms didn't have any scars.

[jamiexheart]

Jamie looked down in amazment with what Battosai did. "Wow.. How'd you do that?" He truly wanted to tell Batto something. Come on Jamie, you can do it. He kept telling himself. He wanted to kiss Batto so badly but he knew he couldn't. He looked away and shook his head. "Nevermind. I forgot what I was going to say..." He lied.

[battosai]

"I took a tip from Hiko he taught it to me." He said and smiled, he then frowned. He could tell that Jameson just didn't want to tell him. He placed a hand under his chin and turned his head to face him." Come on you can tell me." He said.

[jamiexheart]

"It's a good trick to know." Hiko, was nice to Jamie, he liked him. He felt a weird feeling in his stomach like a million butterflies flying around inside of him when Batto held his head in his hands. He looked at him deep in the eyes, his eyes showing nothing but true love for the boy. "I wish I could..." He whispered.

[battosai]

"Yeah its helpful." He added and smiled then looked deep into Jameson eyes and waited." You want to do what?" He asked softly, what did Jameson want? He saw in his eyes....love......true love Jameson still loved him well Batto still loved Jameson but he didn't know if he could be with him.

[jamiexheart]

Jamesons thoughts were going wild and e couldn't control himself any longer. Jamie leaned up and kissed Batto gently on the lips. Realizing what he did his eyes widened and he pulled away. "Sorry... Really Sorry." He said frantically. "I'm such and idiot." He shook his head then blushed madly.

[battosai]

His eyes widen and his heart skipped a beat." Um.....well.....its okay really I mean I'm not mad or anything." He said and wrapped a arm around him.

[jamiexheart]

Jamie just kept shaking his head. "I'm still an idiot. I shouldn't have done that." Jamie sighed and leaned into Batto. Friends, he thought so much different than what we used to be. He remembered in that moment that he had something to give to Batto. "Oh, I almost forgot." He got up and walked into his room. He came out with a beautiful necklace with a Jade stone wrapped in metal hanging from it. "I bought this for you." He whispered handing it to him.

[battosai]

He looked at the necklace and sigh, then handed it back to Jameson." I can't take it...... already took alot of things from you." He whispered.

[jamiexheart]

Jamie frowned. "Please take it?" He whispered looking at Battosai with pleading eyes. "I bought it for you and I want you to have it. If you don't want it give it to Kacey..." Jamie wanted to give something to him so at least he wouldn't be forgotten. "Just take this one thing and it'll make me happy."

[battosai]

The look in Jameson eyes made him sigh and he was motionless for a moment before reaching out and taking it, he put it around his neck." Why did you buy it for me?" He asked softly, he had broken up with Jameson why would he buy something for him.

[jamiexheart]

Jamie looked at Batto and sat silently for a while. He looked up at him a little embarressed before speaking. "Because Batto, I love you and always will. Even if you don't love me back, my heart will always be with you." Jamie didn't meet eye contact with Batto, he was afraid he might get mad at what he had said.

[battosai]

He to was silent and sigh, he closed his eyes and gripped Jamesone chin and laid a forceful kiss he broke it but he still stayed close to Jameson." I will alwas love you as well.......but.....I don't know if I can well live with you and with you alwas going somewhere and coming back sick." He whispered.

[jamiexheart]

Jamies eyes were wide when Batto kissed him. "Wha...what did you do that for?" He whispered. He thought about the things he'd done, how stupid he'd been. He was so selfish to put Batto and Kacey through this. "I'm an idiot, I told you that." He muttered shaking his head. Jamie was desperate to change the subject. "Do you want some popcorn? I do, mm Maybe with carmel sauce on top." Jamie made his way into his trashed kitchen and poped some popcorn, pouring a whole bunch of carmel all over it.

[battosai]

He watched him get up and only smiled as he watched him before turning on the TV he changed it to cops. He watched the police beat up some thug that they found.

[jamiexheart]

Jamie skipped over to the couch and sat as close as he could to Batto. "Want some?" He asked with a mouthful of popcorn. "It's real good!" He tossed a few pieces to tiny and watched as the pup gobbled it down. Jamie then sat silently watching the cops on the show. He giggled a bit and didn't know why. He felt relaxed and very safe with Batto.